Constipation expelled!

It started since last wednesday...
where rains tumbling and winds howling thunder roaring and lightning striking
lol
cerita ngeri meh! swt... crap crap 1st, to lepas gian.. haha
exams... hmm
last week we had some minor exam, for 2 days..
well, i don rily take it seriously cuz its like... wtf? simply giv test onli..
and the results proves it.. lol
maths 76
muet 79 (actually its per 300, bt i jz calculated it as per 100)
pa 56
chem 80
bio 58
hahahaha, ok i ADMIT, i din study for bio and so i deserve dat mark..
bt pa... I GOT DEDUCTED A BLOODY 36 MARKS cuz i din write 2 words!! wat the fish.. anything laa.. don care..
ok, exam in skool settled..
i 'hate' foo nancy aka miss perfecto.. = ='' 100 for maths wat the fall?? kill her!!
today i asked her..
me : ehh nancy, finished ah? ur maths hw
Foo: yea
me : all questions ah? u din skip?
Foo : yea
me : every subquestions in each questions?
Foo : yea la why?
me : .......
and i din even attempt to try one!! zzzzzzzz
brian bulk up laa!! still go fb dota and blogging..!! = =''

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30/7
it was 2.54pm, and i was edging oriental crystal hotel..
in my black pants, stripe dark blue long sleeves and silver tie..
(reads the notice board : ABRSM examination - 5th floor)
(enters the lift wif increasing heart beat rate)
*ding dong*
(registered, and sat down at waiting room without a word)
(rubs hand and breath deeply occassionally)
the fella at the table : mr Fam Sze Zheng, its your turn now *smiles*
(glanced up at him, and heaves head heavily)
(took my examination pieces and walk towards the examination room as if its chamber of death)
*heart pumping at about the rate of 180 tiems per minute*
mr Frederick aka examiner : hello, gud afternoon there *warm smile*
me : hi, gud afternoon sir *sheepish smile*
examiner : pls have a sit there pls
me : owh.. wokay~
examiner : so, would u start with ur scale pls?
me : yea wokay...
i think i had it all wrong except for one...i played an effing Bminor when he requested a Bmajor!! noooooooooooooooo!!
ok la cut short, if dialogue the whole way sampai next christmas oso x habis yet..
scales was ok, exam pieces, i did some mistakes in the 1st piece where i repeated about 6 bars twice... = =''
damn, no more distinction for me then.. hope for merit now..
bim bam boom, and the exam is over!! ahhh~ *sigh of relieve*
seriously i was pretty tensed up and emo when it was b4 the exam.. after the exam i terus naik gila~ woohoo~ yeah baby~ xD

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1/8
the day of performance..
actually, nothing much to say bout the performance oso laa..
jz treat it as another exposure lor...
not to say very nervous oso..
bt comparing this dance and my previous dance, on vids laa..
i think i improved?
ok la, maybe its not soooooo significant bt still, im happy =D
and the thing is! i jz learned popping for like 3 classes and already im performing on stage haha...
bt the sad thing is... = =''
when im dancing i call my frens help me to record..
they.. dunno how to record... record until so lousy... angle and distance... *shakes head in dissapointment*
so wasted laaa... rarely have such chances bt then they record till so cha.. haih...
for the pics and vids, go view my fb profile laa.. vid i upload 1 onli.. cuz onli dat 1 quite clear..
see mood la, if i think i got mood then i will upload the 2nd 1.. hahaha =p

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2/8
after tkd class, i went mid, alone at 1st, joining yee yen amy and foong later on..
wa seh goddamn tired u noe...
don feel like going oso.. bt for the sake of choosing present... jz go lor..
an incident at kajang ktm
b4 i enter the ktm, there's an old lady, she was like
*stepping up 1 step of the stairs, and breath heavily*
then i terus say laa
me : aunty, ada lift kat belakang, x payah nak naik tangga...
aunty : oh ye ke? mana? x nampak?
me : *stands up* nehh itu ah, *points towards the lift* nampak ah?
aunty : oh oh.. thank u ahh
*return to my seat and continue texting*
(after less than 1 minute)
aunty : errr excuse me? bt can u teach me how to use the lift?
i was like super flabbergasted
she knows to speak english, bt she dunno how to use a lift??
zzz
ok lor, i walked her to the lift and press the button
when the door opens..
aunty : wat to press ah?
me : owh, there jz 2 button, G and 1, now aunty wanna go up rite? press 1 onli la and u will go up
*sensed the super confusing look on her face*
me : owh nvm la aunty, i enter the lift together wif u la
aunty : owh thank you! u noe la, usually my daughter comes wif me.. today alone wat oso don dare..
me : owh....
*reached 1st floor*
me : nah aunty, after dat, jz walk to the end of this bridge and u will find another lift, go there and press G and eventually u will go down
*once more sensed the nervous look on her face*
me : ahh aunty, since the train not yet come, i will jz walk u go there laa..
aunty : ok ok! thank you ah..
lols..
funny fella lor...
then in the train, i met one gang of cinaemobengs
it is pronounced as ci-na-e-mo-bengs, not cinem-o-bengs lol
y i said so?
cuz their dressing and hairstyle is like SUPER YELLOW jeans shirt and pants
this is y they are ah bengs
emo pulak, there's 1 fella having a spiked bracelet wif the spikes having a length of about 2 cm spiking all around his bracelet.. SERIOUS SHIT DAM TAJAM U NOE
and for the whole journey till i reach mid, they were playing some bloody remix-ed disco songs and scolding vulgar words and creating chaos.. = =''
dat fella having dat 'weapon' practically hurt his fren when he was snatching his hp from his fren.. walao... and here comes all those MCB, HKC, CCB toooot tooooot tooooooooot~~!!! (words censored for its obscenity)
reached mid, bla bla bla nothing much, main intention was to buy present for miss L... ended up nothing except for 2 books... lol
slumdog millionaire and the red
when we are goin back, me and foong, wa lao ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
we waited since 5.10, train delayed till 6.15, and we cant bloody squash in the train when it 1st arrived..
so.. we had bus to go back kajang.. = =''
plus the ticket and bus fare, i wasted about 7 bucks.. wtf..
anyway, there this indian uncle, lagi geng
ok la, we were sitting in the bus, at the stair way there, mid of the bus..
when me and foong sit, there's still space for 1 fella to pass through
then, when dat indian uncle wanna go down, me and foong stand up and lean our back against the side so dat there's more space at the centre laa, at dat time i can fit 2 of me at 1 go..
bt then dat bloody retard indian uncle say
uncle : woi!! orang mau turun laaa! x pergi sekolah ka?? *got out of the bus and stares at both of us*
me n foong : .................*stared innocently and was thinking the wat the fish word in unison*
zzzzzzzzzzz WEIRDO...
then when i reached kajang town, 1 more case lagi hebat!
i entered the roadliner bus at 7.45, then i terus called my mom laa.. i will be back at around 8.15
tengok tengok! dat goddamn bus waited till the whole bus is full onli started the journey, and the bus started to go off at 8.15.. = ='' such irony..
go home ada apa lagi? kena kao kao from mom laa.. for being not punctual... *sigh*

anyway... last thing..
ANYONE INTERESTED IN MERDEKA EVENT PLS TELL ME K! WE NID TO RECRUIT MORE PPL TO PERFORM AT THE MORNING OF 31ST!!
onli lower 6 is allowed.. dun ask me y..
bt join laa, its fun, although its tiring yes i noe..
training is saturday n sunday 1-7pm at bukit jalil..
come join me laa, can noe mroe frens, and to train ourself to be more patriotic?

How can it be like this...

I hate it
Y is this happening to me?
im being hamburger-ed...
between frenship
and responsibility
shud i lie? for the sake of fren?
or shud i spill out the truth? for the better good...
or is it rily for the better good?
noooooo..
it cuts me like a knife..
to endure
and suffer
the feeling like this..
a succumbing link, going to be vanished in a brink of eye..
and here i am
not knowing wat to do..
pls..
stop doing this to me..
BOTH OF U...!
its rily tiring..
don laa..
if either one of u stop it, it would be miraculous..
and both of u wont be as stiff as now..
wat i shud do?
wat shud i do!
do wat i shud?
shud i do wat?
*mumbling and shouting in semi-trance*
mr A, stop it laa..
do wat u promised, and don let the others to be disappointed..
don let me, ur parents, and others who have hopes on u, falling into pit of utmost darkness, a state dat makes us never to trust u again..
mrs A
i noe its for his own gud...
bt im jz a bystander rite, sry, an INNOCENT bystander
y shud u drag me down the water? no..
u r in NO position to do so!
it cracks me up... getting more and more frenzy each day... *sigh*
cant u solve it urself by ur own means? without involving others and have a truce wif mr A?
*bangs head*
now, facing mr A every single day..
i feel so sry..
for betraying him..
for selling him out his trust..
bt, i cant lie, i jz cant do it..!
i wonder
if he's jz acting in front of me
being normal frens, chat like normal, as if nothing happenned
bt deep down inside..
the hatred within is constantly mounting and is waiting for the perfect time to erupt..
is it?
or am i jz being over-cautious?
bt, i wont blame him if he hates me, or allege me as a hypocrite..
cuz, i AM 1 currently..
AND I HATE IT SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! F*** (stomps the floor while showing universal sign language with both hand)
tell me..
is this a challenge for me? to test my wisdom? to challenge my faith?
if it is.. this is GODDANGIT HARD... swt..
alrite, here goes the main question..
if u guys were in my shoes, wat u guys will do?
A) Keep mr A's secret, and spill nothing to mrs A, to maintain frenship wif him
B) Spill secrets of mr A to mrs A whenever mrs A asks, bt in the same time tries to help out mr A by saying gud words of mr A, for mr A's better good..
C) Screw both of them, do nothing and be the normal cheerful brian (yippee!)
D) Confront mr A, and tell him the truth, and solve it together..

now im doin B, and im considering D.. so.. how?

** mr A and mrs A are not the initial of the subject mentioned

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ahhhhh!! miss L! sry, i was baffled by ur voice yesterday! and i tot something happened..
now dat u tell me nothing's goin on... lol, so malu.. haha....
wat to do, ur voice too sweet huh? cant really differenciate the difference xD

Heckly Hectic Hell

sry viewers...!!! ergh, its been sooooooooo bloody long since i last posted..
frequently came here to check out for comments feed bt, haha, no blog updates, no new comments...
anyway
the reason for y i have been hiding myself (as u guys had noticed xD) is CLEARLY stated as the title..
its really been a trying time for me this month..
wif all the hw, activities and tuitions' hw piling up..
*breathless*
there's something on 15th, a MAJOR thing on 30th, a ANTICIPATED event on 31st, and a FEARSOME stuff on 1st of august...
its all coming in a row...
+ skool exam pulak 3rd of august... *sigh*
bt above all, im blogging here =p
AND...!!!
EIGHTH OF AUGUST IS APPROACHING...!!!! *shrieks helplessly*
noooooooooooo
wat shud i do?
will she be ok wif it?
is it too simple?
is it meaningless?
she will hate it???
is it memorable?
its not surprising at all and its so so so so soooooooooooooooo expected..!!??
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
*scratches head madly till all dandruff comes out*
ideas APPRECIATED...!!!