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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

How can it be like this...

I hate it
Y is this happening to me?
im being hamburger-ed...
between frenship
and responsibility
shud i lie? for the sake of fren?
or shud i spill out the truth? for the better good...
or is it rily for the better good?
noooooo..
it cuts me like a knife..
to endure
and suffer
the feeling like this..
a succumbing link, going to be vanished in a brink of eye..
and here i am
not knowing wat to do..
pls..
stop doing this to me..
BOTH OF U...!
its rily tiring..
don laa..
if either one of u stop it, it would be miraculous..
and both of u wont be as stiff as now..
wat i shud do?
wat shud i do!
do wat i shud?
shud i do wat?
*mumbling and shouting in semi-trance*
mr A, stop it laa..
do wat u promised, and don let the others to be disappointed..
don let me, ur parents, and others who have hopes on u, falling into pit of utmost darkness, a state dat makes us never to trust u again..
mrs A
i noe its for his own gud...
bt im jz a bystander rite, sry, an INNOCENT bystander
y shud u drag me down the water? no..
u r in NO position to do so!
it cracks me up... getting more and more frenzy each day... *sigh*
cant u solve it urself by ur own means? without involving others and have a truce wif mr A?
*bangs head*
now, facing mr A every single day..
i feel so sry..
for betraying him..
for selling him out his trust..
bt, i cant lie, i jz cant do it..!
i wonder
if he's jz acting in front of me
being normal frens, chat like normal, as if nothing happenned
bt deep down inside..
the hatred within is constantly mounting and is waiting for the perfect time to erupt..
is it?
or am i jz being over-cautious?
bt, i wont blame him if he hates me, or allege me as a hypocrite..
cuz, i AM 1 currently..
AND I HATE IT SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!! F*** (stomps the floor while showing universal sign language with both hand)
tell me..
is this a challenge for me? to test my wisdom? to challenge my faith?
if it is.. this is GODDANGIT HARD... swt..
alrite, here goes the main question..
if u guys were in my shoes, wat u guys will do?
A) Keep mr A's secret, and spill nothing to mrs A, to maintain frenship wif him
B) Spill secrets of mr A to mrs A whenever mrs A asks, bt in the same time tries to help out mr A by saying gud words of mr A, for mr A's better good..
C) Screw both of them, do nothing and be the normal cheerful brian (yippee!)
D) Confront mr A, and tell him the truth, and solve it together..

now im doin B, and im considering D.. so.. how?

** mr A and mrs A are not the initial of the subject mentioned

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ahhhhh!! miss L! sry, i was baffled by ur voice yesterday! and i tot something happened..
now dat u tell me nothing's goin on... lol, so malu.. haha....
wat to do, ur voice too sweet huh? cant really differenciate the difference xD

10 comments:

ron~ said...

i choose C...it's their problem..not yours..it THEIRS not his/her's
basically even if u don't care about this it not like u don't take them as frens..wht they expect..it's THEIR prob..
if u think u wanna be that someone's fren..hear his/her voices..not to be sandwiched within immatureness between them..
why be hypocrite..why the hassle..
just my 2 cents haha

yes brain..it's getting more n more crappish..ur blog haha

-YaGaMi- said...

Just stay as a standerby,Its something i will do. hahah

Fam said...

i DID hear the voices of mr A and mrs A, and i listened attentively and giving appropriate advises..
bt
wat to do.. they arent doin anything to chg the situation... = =''
if i jz be a bystander, rily... the thing wont solve, and everybody will be unhappy...

ron~ said...

so wht if they're unhappy..lolss...they created themselves

Fam said...

ishhh, selfish! ha...
no la, jz tryin to help them out..

amylovesgreentea said...

very longggggggggggggg................

ron~ said...

classic amy...haha
that ain't being selfish..some things are just noooone of our business ma

Aiman Toreq said...

Hmmmm...
it depends...
which one is more important to you...
and by that...
only you know the answer to that question...
and conscience will help you along the way...

and if you're now deciding to stay on the fence...
that's just stupid...
you got yourself into this mess...
accidentally or not..
you should try to solve it out...
letting those two...
waiting for them to clear things out...
you might as well just hot yourself in the head...

so...
my option would be D...
you're big and intimidating...
if any one of them decides to threaten you...
CALL ME...

hope this helps...

Ramesh said...

Learn to swim... Haha...

Fam said...

lol... both of them wont threaten me.. both of them is like kinda close to me..
bt now im figuring a way to sort it out without hurting any side...
bt, thx for ur advise aiman, not bad~ =)