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Sunday, October 11, 2009

rubbish

At first i wanted to blog out the knot in that has been bugging me for some time, bt it seems that i ran out of vocab.. my feeble brain is freezing.. wat does this imply?
wat i wanted to say is, finals is coming, and im quite astonished dat im afraid of it
bt no steps have been taken yet, im still here, playing facebook msn dota like there's no tomoro
life is deteriorating
im sleeping late nite, waking up without any strong conviction in mind dat today's gonna be a good day
im going to skool for the sake of going to skool, nothing else
im having a lifeless life
results has been proven
i did not excel in my piano's exam, in fact, i PASSED my practical exam, NORMALLY..
but still, im here, being ignorant, despite the scoldings, advises and encouraging sounds screamed by surroundings
i have a theory, the more u hear encouraging words, the more u get 'immune' to it, at 1st is is annoying, and it turns into hatred, and when it mounts, the destruction of the explosion is catastrophic
even now, i have no idea wat im trying to bring out, jz to type out some words into the blog to console myself

2 comments:

i am mai said...

Writing is a consolation n_n

Fam said...

yeah i guess, it comforts me in some way =D